Happy New Year!

I haven't my blog for while because of my college applications and such and I apologize to the few that reads this  hidden jewel for being incompetent on delivering on time. However, I will go back to my normal schedule right after New Years. Yay!
I write a summary on New Year's Eve every year since I came to America.  One to Chronicle my life in 2011 and two is to have something to look back and say "wow, this is bringing back memories!"
In any case, a lot have happened this year.  First of all, I tried to graduate to early, and applied to 12 Colleges in my junior year, and was rejected by every one of them. I was sad, and fell into a rather slumbering state over the summer break. The short visit made by my father and a trip to the Grand Canyon and Las Vegas to see David Copperfield did lift my mood momentarily; however, the fact that they divorced right before did not help much. The summer past by really quickly as I fell in love with Animation and followed by my mother second marriage.   Now, there is only one month left of my high school career.

This year was bitter sweet, I cannot possible describe the feeling that conjectures up in my heart everytime I look back on it. There is the coffee bitter, sugar sweet, lemon sour and many other taste mixed within. Maybe this is what one would call life.

For some reason, Rent's "How do you measure Life" is on my mind right now. "Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minute,"  is how long a year is, and how do you measure that? For me, I do not only measure in love, I also measure my life in the memories I ve made, in the step I took, in the voices I heard, in the happiness I felt and in the tears I've shed. Because this is life, and it does not only have love, thus  love can not accurately represent it.  However, I feel there should be more love in life, less funeral picketing, less name calling, less bulling, more of love.  As for me, a Christian, I want to love more, and mature more and think of more of the future, the next year, the next Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes.

Happy New Year !!!

I love you all. 

Days and Try

I linger around there
barefoot
Feel the chills out there
Shivers

It sent me back where I was
melancholy is on the line
really messed it up this time
Maybe somewhere we know

The longest sleep is the when we were tired
The loudest laugh is one after many tears
But the lift back up is fast and high
The better you dream the better you try

Use the telephone use the
Car
A package that need to delivered
Far

Track my heart with a cellphone
It's out of range and and no roam
let me hear you call my name
You said hello in a love ringtone


The longest sleep is the when we were tired
The loudest laugh is one after many tears
But the lift back up is fast and high
The better you dream the better you try

The sweet slumber

Night to Night
Still having dreams of that place
Moon to Moon
Until the lights go out to have a taste

Of the sweetest song
That you sing
And the sweetest drinks
that  you bring

Don't wake me up until the spring

The paper lantern quivers in the wind
Straight into door was the perfume let it in
Maybe it just clouds over your silk kimono
The singer, the watcher, and the summer show

Of the sweetest song
That you sing
And the sweetest drinks
that  you bring

The curtain lift up the moon lit girl
I could hold her but the soprano sings solo
Behind the door closes another world
So the camera says smile and say hello

Of the sweetest song
That you sing
And the sweetest drinks
that  you bring

Don't wake me up until it's time to go

For the Last Time

So I changed the topic
Your everlasting stair case
You try to climb
In the last pinch of the time

So brave So Bright
You walk through the night
Try to look alive
Isn’t your smile big enough?

Bloodshot eyes and
Pearl around your neck
To speak out for the rest
Don’t leave me here for dead

Chorus

Your curfew is approaching
Stay up for a while
A tainted reconcile
For the last time, For the last time

Number crunchers
Can’t beat regent dancers
Boat on a river
You break and you shiver

Stay up for a little while
Let the world run wild
So young and oblivious
Damn right it’s contagious

So young and oblivious
Damn right it’s contagious




It should be pretty obvious what this song is about, enjoy. :D

Hello, Hello, Here comes the show

Happy Halloween!

This is such a fun Holiday.To quote the movie Mean Girls: this is the time of year where girls can wear slutty clothes and nobody can say anything." (Not Exact) Personally, as a Christian, I dislike slutty girls. That's not the point, however, the important idea illustrated in the movie is the sense of youth. The naked, daring youth. When else in your life can you dress in a princess outfit and not be laughed at? What about a tin man suit? Superheros?  Jules Winnfield? If there's anytime to wear a kinky outfit, or a dorky crown, Halloween is the time. The full energy of youth bursts out every year on the October 31st. I celebrate that passion, too. As a young man, it is serious fun to spray paint my hair green for no apparent purpose, because youth is about enjoy some ridiculous experiences that you would be able to when you are older. It's about living up to the opportunities that are given to us at this time of our lives. That is what youth is supposed to be and  that daring spirit is what makes Halloween great.

Then again, I strongly discourage dressing immoderately or anything illegal.

Right and Left

Ghost
left the host
Rose
Born no less

If you can't decide
Right or Left

If you can't tell me
Left from right

Word
Came as it is
Girl
Show me her lip

If you can't decide
Right or Left

If you can't tell me
Left from right

Then Go
Don't break your soul
Live
To be a splendid show

The Consensus

You hide under your shades
Ready for another take
The world is still changing
Can't hear you complaining

3 O'clock champagnes
Human nature revenges
Too much to inconsistant
Another look of  affection

This is not your city
Do you still feel pretty
The last song we played
The show and the caged

Try to look up more
Three step on the floors
Another days pass aways
Then another day breaks

Chorus
This is the Consensus
No more offenses
This is the Consensus
No more offenses

Bridge:
Just smile like you used to
Just smile like you used to

Once a king of a castle
But under the rubble 
of pretention and words
Consensus is yours