Sentimentalist.

I have decided with a resolute heart that I shall share more personal things in this blog. It is one of those things that I hold it dear to my heart. With a sudden realization that I might just be more sentimental than I have expected. No, it is different from being emotional, one huge of gap of pessimisim that seperates me from them. Pemissism does not appear in my diction, but sentimentalism, yes. Sentimentalism is a warm cup of hot water, gives one an comfort and peace that sprouts within. It's an out look that I am grateful for. At times of discouragements, life has rendered my powerless, but Lord my God, gives me stregth, and sentimentalism is one of them. It teachs me to be at peaceful and rest easy with the ways things turns and twist. With things which I can not change, I accept, with prayers and love.
What is sentimentalism? It is a feeling, a power that gives strength in the face of obsticles. Instead of cooping with inabilities, I can rest easy and enjoy the things which I do have.  Which is hard to do sometimes, and at those times, I rely on the Lord to rest my heart and give me the right mindset.
That was only one of the sentimental ideas. Sentimentalism encompasses more than that. It's the key to unlock one self from the prison of feeling.  No longer trapped in it, I would say. I can step out side and look at every feeling I have generated and let it go, watch it and observe it. It is not an complete detachement from it, but an realization that enables to look at it and see it, shake hands with it.
My lyrics is very sentimental, in my opinion. It's about feelings, feelings that which I  find standing in front of me. My lyrics is full of my feeling, my roars, my cries.