I have been putting off writing off my blog, or lyrics ,or up taking my responsibilities to such things as writing emails and working hard since the rumbling summer started. The rejection of my college applications landed a heavy under punch, then the busted APs continued with a right hand hook, such that I closed my eyes and simply called a forfeit.
A forfeited summer that was for more than month. I dared to ignored replying and writing important email, dared to stood still while my life, my mother and her new husband, and my supposed address is moving forward and changing, and I closed my head and stayed at the old apartment and watched anime 24/7.
It was hard to get out of the dormant state, but I came to my senses and the real world around me the responsibility that I must partake and face. To slowly gain moment again to the crowd and life, not pretending to play dead anymore.
Thus, I will write my experience of growing up, mentally, down on this blog as a carving stone for my memories and hopefully an encouragement for some. Every Sunday and Tuesday I will write down my own revelation and continue walking upward.
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